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Is It Time Yet?

Back in September, I took a little trip to Maine to spend time retreating with some absolutely fabulous Magic Makers who I’d been circling with online for the past six months via the lovely Hannah...

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She Said…

I am one of those people, who if I’m not careful, can slide into being Little Miss Debbie Downer very very easily. I have a long history of anxiety and depression which has clouded large swaths of my...

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Dream Big, Live Bigger

I’m a big dreamer. The biggest. I live in my head so much I routinely forget I have feet. Living bigger? Ehhhhh… Not so much. I might live in the Big Apple, but I spend more time in my apartment...

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Exactly Where I Want To Be

As an Aquarius, I don’t like to do anything the prescribed way… I want to forge my own path, marching to the beat of my own drummer, wandering at my own pace. However, I’m also a Virgo rising, which...

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A Poem For The Magician

There is no more “I’m not ready.” This is do or die time. Yoda that shit up, “Do or do not, there is no try.” The hour has passed for regrets and remorse This is the now. This is real life. Look up...

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The Agenda

The following is a poem written for my tiny altar as part of a prompt from Hannah Marcotti and Mara Glatzel at the In Her Skin workshop. Inviting intention Surrounded by a partner Who adores me. Who...

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The Mystery of the Ring in the Incense Bag

Yesterday evening I was coming home from an appointment with my therapist in Brooklyn and had changed trains to an ungodly crowded uptown A train that the moment I got on it, knew I had to get right...

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A Down Day Follows a Good Day

When my alarm went off at 7:30 with my morning meditation where Kitty Cavalier begins with “Good morning, beautiful!” I found myself instantaneously irritated and reaching my phone to make it stop. I...

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The Dichotomy of the Skeptic and the Mystic

My gaze rests at the the crystals sitting immediately to my right. The selenite wand, the rose quartz, the amethyst, and the green one that I don’t know what it is but every time I pick it up I...

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Bridging the Gap from The Lake to The City

I remember sitting on the porch of my cabin at the Laughing Loon Retreat put on by Hannah Marcotti, staring out at the lake in front of me in a silent fury of angst. It was a feeling that undermined...

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Thoughts on Expressing What You Want

I am the last one to doubt whether or not there’s power in admitting in words… written or spoken… what it is that you want. I know that there is. Yet, it can be a rather terrifying proposition to put...

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Pleasure Must Be Central

After about two weeks of staying home with myself all day, I’ve noticed something. I’m a real asshole to myself. Nothing I ever do is good enough. I could do all of the things, and I’d still be upset...

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Faith Over Fear

Cards are something that are pretty integral to my creative process. Any type of cards, really. Tarot cards, oracle cards, prompt cards, etc. Anything that you can shuffle and find a little crumb of...

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Word of the Year: Release

I’m totally another one of those Ladies On The Internet that has traded in the traditional New Years resolution setting in favor of choosing a word of the year, and in obligatory blogger fashion, I am...

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Come Back to Your Senses

When I lost my job, I mostly just laid in bed trying to convince myself that I needed to do something other than lay in bed. Laying in bed involved a lot of looking at my phone, sleeping, and reading...

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The Story of the Table NYC Gave Me For My Birthday

New York City gave me an absolutely beautiful present for my birthday, and I owe her a little “Thank You” shout out. After spending the weekend retreating up with Veronica Varlow and the rest of the...

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The Agenda

The following is a poem written for my tiny altar as part of a prompt from Hannah Marcotti and Mara Glatzel at the In Her Skin workshop. Inviting intention Surrounded by a partner Who adores me. Who...

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On Being Ambivalently Woo Woo

I am a big fan of the woo woo. I collect books on spirituality. My YouTube subscriptions and my feed reader are full of people talking about Tarot, spells, spirituality, and woo. I read Tarot,...

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